THE SCENE: 45* and despite the 80% chance of rain from Steve, relatively dry after the warmup
F3 WELCOME & DISCLAIMER
WARM-O-RAMA:
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Static stretches L R M
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Prisoner squats
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Windmills
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Moroccan night clubs
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Tempo merkins
THA-THANG:
Mosey to amphitheater for Octagon of Pain. Cones set up on stage and ground with an exercise at each.
16 reps of each exercise, bear crawl to next exercise. Once back to start cone, bear crawl to middle and plank. I asked one member of the PAX to admit a fear of his. He said he feared to let people down, or disappoint others.
Quick mosey to bridge underpass for elevens with WWII sit ups at the bridge and rows on handrails at the top of the amphitheater.
Asked anyone else if they wanted to admit a fear. Fear of relapsing and putting a strain on his marriage; fear of finding the right person to spend his life with; fear of falling back into compulsive actions and habits.
MARY:
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Flutters x10
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Hammers x 11
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Flutters x12
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Dolly x13
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Flutters x14
COUNT-OFF & NAME-O-RAMA
5 strong: Huffy, Walrus, Postman, Amazon, Abort
CIRCLE OF TRUST/BOM:
My fear is that of failure. I can recall the feeling in college of being so afraid of doing poorly on an exam that I wouldn’t even go take it. By doing so, I guaranteed failure, but somehow in my head that disconnect was there of not being present meant not failing. I have this fear also of letting people down with my failures. But to not show up is no longer acceptable, I have to be present and if I fail, I will at the very minimum feel that sting and learn from it.
I also stole a little wisdom from the 43 Feet podcast about the subject: “Fear. We all have fears, and we have to deal with fear every day. Fear isn’t necessarily bad, as fears of things have helped keep us alive up to this point in our lives. However, constantly giving into fears makes us cowards. Constantly ignoring fears would make us insane. The key is to listen to our fears and decide whether to give into them or stand up and turn that fear or hardship into grace.”